Metamorphosis

"I Won't Give Up"

2012-01-13T13:33:00.001+08:00

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

I know you've been reading my blog. So here's a post for you.

2011-09-26T18:28:00.003+08:00

Stop blaming me when people ignores you, the reason people hate you is because of your own attitude. How people respond to you is based on how you treat them.

If you're not sincere enough to apologize then might as well you don't asked for people's forgiveness. What's the point of trying to said sorry but in the same time your heart is full of jealousy disease? Full of hatred?

You want the truth then go and find for it. What's the point putting the blame on me? After all this years, you still haven't changed.

I've moved on dear old friend. What past is past. I won't state all your mistakes here because I'm so not like you.. Attention seeker :)

New Year Eve

2011-01-04T20:07:00.005+08:00

Had BBQ with my school friends on new year eve.

And to be frank, it was our first time celebrating it together :)

Just a plain simple BBQ where we had chicken, macaroni, jelly, cake, mashed potato and espetada for that night.

and the best part is buat dekat padang!

haha, nasib baik tak hujan

This pic was taken before the clock strike 12 am. We did a circle and tell everyone out aloud our new year resolutions. Kinda weird and awkward moment at first but then after awhile, we became more relax and enjoyed the session..

Izzah made it more fun by asking few unreasonable or can I say unrelated question? Such as bila nak kahwin bla bla stuff like that.

Then we manage to see fireworks around us. Memang baguslah spot kitaorg pilih :)

TADA!

Group photo from us. Bye 2010. You bring so much happiness and taught us so much lesson on that year. Well bring it on 2011. InsyaAllah all of us can make it through the journey.

Goodbye 2010

2010-12-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

2010 has be a very challenging, good & memorable year.

Thank you Allah for your blessing :)

I learn so many things this year

Met new people and to be honest this year I finally knew my friends true colors, now I know who I can truly rely on in certain circumstances

Every single aspect of my life is getting better then the previous year..

alhamdulillah :')

2011

Here I come

Just bring it on whatever obstacles you have for me

Quick update

2010-11-11T12:17:00.002+08:00

Done with finals. alhamdulillah.
Now is the time to sleep more and more ;p
Can't wait for my next photoshoot.
Gothic theme.

My Cinta Hati

2010-10-26T22:15:00.006+08:00

'' Jagalah cinta ketika kamu memilikinya

Cinta itu seperti denyutan jantung

Kamu tak akan pernah tahu bila dia akan berhenti ''

Sesal

2010-10-26T19:10:00.003+08:00

Bila kau susah kau cari aku.
Bila kau bosan kau cari aku.
Pernah tak kau rasa apa yang aku rasa?
Pernah tak kau cuba mengerti apa aku rasa??

Bila dah tak ada sesiapa nak entertain kau, kau datang cari aku.
Sekarang aku jelak dengan permainan kau.
Aku jelak dengan semuanya.

suka buat aku tergantung seperti aku yang buat silap.
Kau silap, satu hari nanti bila aku dah tak ada lagi, kau pasti akan menyesal

Wedding Bells

2010-10-18T21:53:00.003+08:00

I am so happy!

3 of my hot chicks babes is getting married soon.

My high school friends, so sweet

Congrats Anis Alyana, Syaima Tuan Hassan & Arinna Shahzuani

Anis is getting married next weekend whereas Syaima's & Arinna's ceremony will take place somewhere on December.
Oh I just can't believe this!!

I am going to attend their wedding and uploads the pictures soon.

I'm so excited :)

Not to forget Congrats to Fyz also on her engagement 10.10.10

oh sooo happy

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

Pulau Redang

2010-09-06T23:15:00.003+08:00

Call me pathetic or what so ever

BUT I LOVE REDANG!

Amazing 3 days and 2 nights runaway from craziness

Did I forget to mention it's a last minute plan?

awesome place to relax your mind

What I like about Redang is the clean water, the breathtaking view, the smellof the ocean breeze..

Ohh so in love!!

We managed to do Island hoping and snorkelling on the 2nd day there.

Wont forget that moment

I'm so amazed with Allah creations

Cantik ciptaan Tuhan dkt dalam laut

Pengalaman pertama snorkelling..at first menakutkan sebab I cant swim

but luckily they provide a life jacket for those who cant swim like me ;p

For the first time I got to see baby shark, turtles, nemo, gamat and diff kind of fish there depan mata..selalu tengok dalam tv jea.. (-_-') sebab tu lah teruja melebih sikit

Will definately come here again in future

I like this place so much!

Proud to be me

2010-08-04T14:45:00.002+08:00

After all these months, all this time, so much has happened.

The talks, the phone calls, the laughs, the feelings.

If I were to look back, I would never believe that, that person was once me. I wouldn’t recognize that girl because she’s so different from who I am now. But I guess changing and moving on is part of growing up.

I’m growing up and finding out what kind of person I want to be for the rest of my life.

And maybe in the future, more changes will come, but as for right now, this is who I’m proud to be.

Model

2010-07-15T22:27:00.004+08:00

I just have my own opinion when it comes to the BODY topic.

Girls out there you should really love your body even its not that curvy, not that hot.

Come on, you're gonna stuck with that body like forever, i repeat forever.

So why dont you learn and love yourself?

Sincerely I hate the stupid thoughts like

" eh kalau kurus baru cantik ''

Apa kalau badan gemuk tak cantik ya?

I sangat tak setuju dengan runway models!

Why sangat diskriminasi?

Yes memang betul kalau kurus fit tu cantik tapi kan kalau kurus sangat macam dalam gambar ni kan tak elok?

Mempengaruhi fikiran anak-anak gadis..

Then end up tak makan or paling tak pun they'll turn up as aneroxic

Imagine in 10 years time semua orang badan kurus kerempeng,

kan tak elok?

Im not encouraging girls to be fat or look fat but you girls just have to have faith in yourself..

Gemuk sangat memang tak cantik

Kurus sangat pun tak cantik jugak ok?

But you cant blame yourself if memang dah gen korang badan semua besar-besar

Gen tulang besar.. Right??

So think people think!

Paranoid?

2010-07-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

what if when we already forgave someone for their mistakes but then they keep on repeating it behind our back? or maybe dia tak buat but kita rasa dia buat? What if its true? but then what if its doesnt..

shit! yes shit happens all the time.

Just so u know

2010-06-22T11:51:00.000+08:00

I will forgive you, but I won’t forget. I hope you know you lost my respect

Rossa

2010-06-19T20:47:00.003+08:00

Some particular lyrics from Rossa songs that i like :

- Cintai Aku -

Malam yang dingin ini membuat ku menangis,melihat gambar kita yang dulu bahagia

kemana perginya masa indah itu, Tuhan tolong kembalikan kisahku..

- Takdir Cinta -

Ku tutup mataku, Dari semua pandanganku, Bila melihat matamu, Ku yakin ada cinta..Ketulusan hati yang mengulir lembut..

- Wanita yang Kau Pilih -

Kau jadikan aku ini, Wanita yang kau pilih, Untuk jadi kekasihmu

Dan kau pun tlah aku minta, Setia sepertiku hingga waktunya tiba

Can I have THIS?

2010-06-18T17:29:00.003+08:00

Since my birthday is just around the corner can I have this? Please ;p Actually ada banyak lagi tapi sbb I malas nak google images yg lain so this three will do.. Haha.1. Handbag Gucci

2. Blue Dress dari blog mana ntah I korek-korek. Sukalah sbb design dia yang kat atas tu cute. X mahal pun ;p

3. Nak jam macam ini. Tapi yang gbr atas ni, I copy & paste dari blog Chanteq Green. Dia jual RM80. Taknak fake punya boleh x? Coz I have a very sensitive skin, xboleh simply2 pakai, nanti naik all those stupid rashes.. (ni bukan alasan tau!)

Vacation

2010-06-07T13:30:00.002+08:00

Bought a new nice black handbag from Charles & Keith!
sangat puas hati so sekarang tak payah asyik nak fikir '' I NEED BLACK HANDBAG '' lagi

I've browsed through some websites on Sabah and Sarawak,
but still can't decide where to go

Haish, I'm not good in making decision
LOL

any suggestions where should I go?

Pulau Kapas seems nice
Kota Kinabalu is not that bad too
How about Redang??
Langkawi toooo??

What's on my mind?

2010-05-24T19:31:00.005+08:00

1. I think I should stop blogging since I wrote craps :p

2. MONDAY is so not my day

3. I need a hair treatment

4. I need a shoulder massage :(

5. I need to go to dentist!

6. I need to lose few more kg's

7. I need to stop taking any shoot without payment

8. I need to send my resume to Rapi Magazine

9. I need to complete my assignment!

10. I need quality time with my bf

11. I'm suck in numbers

12. I'm going to be more productive tmrw?

13. I miss my girlfriends

14. Why people so cruel towards each other?

15. I dont believe what I read on the newspaper.

16. Stop asking me what's my plan for my birthday coz I dont have one in my mind at the moment

17. Why do I keep on forgetting to change my watch battery????

18. I SO NEED A GOOD BLACK HANDBAG. My MNG beg serves me well ths few years tapi dah rosak ok. So i need a new one!

19. I still cant decide which hp to buy!!!

20. I think im going to 7E after writting this post. Nak beli hello panda. sekian.

Im having prob with the lif

2010-05-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

I was in a rush yesterday nak ke kelas, and how sweet lepas dah naik lif baru tau lif tu x pergi tingkat 8. great!

Dear Inti College,
I dont understand whats the point of having this kind of system?
Lif 1 - 2,3,5,7,11
lif 2 - 4,6,8,9,10
lif 3 - all floor access..

isk isk.. x faham (-_-)'

I need a shoulder to cry on

2010-05-16T20:02:00.004+08:00

Kadang-kadang bila apa yang saya buat tidak dihargai orang saya sangat sedih dan kecewa. All I do is just sit and cried, coz thats me.. selalu saya merasakan tiada orang yang faham dan sayangkan saya. Tapi saya silap. Rupanya ramai lagi orang yang sayangkan saya. And I'm blessed to have so many bestfriends. Bila saya perlukan seseorang untuk bercakap saya akan rujuk pada mereka.

Saya tau kadang-kadang saya akan jadi sangat sensitive. But knowing me as far as i'm concern saya tak akan marah-marah tak tentu pasal. Tapi kali ni, I think this is too much. How come I can tolerate sampai macam ni sekali?? I have no idea (-_-)' Guess what I'm so sick and tired wasting my tears all this while, but in other hand it's good knowing the fact that there are still people who really cares about what I felt.

Kawan masa senang memang senang nak cari tapi bila kita susah ada lagi ke yang sudi nak kawan dengan kita?

Alhamdulillah, I was blessed with true friend. Diaorang lah kawan masa susah dan senang. Masa gembira dan sedih. Kawan yang sanggup pinjamkan bahu mereka pada saya waktu saya menangis teresak-esak macam anak kecil. Kawan yang tak malu nak kesat airmata saya, kalau saya menangis depan public. Kawan yang selalu bagi saya nasihat berguna walaupun kadang-kadang kesilapan tu datang dari diri saya sendiri. Ya saya mengaku, at one point saya sangat sensitif dan emotional. Tapi saya dah boleh kawal perangai saya yang satu tu, cuma saya perlukan orang untuk belajar letakkan diri diaorang dekat sesetengah situasi yang saya hadapi dan tolong mengerti APA YANG SAYA RASA.

Kadang-kadang sebab taknak keruhkan keadaan, saya akan cakap 'Oh xde pape' ' ok je' tapi sebenarnya tak ok pun. Saya tak boleh jadi orang lain semata-mata nak awak sukakan saya, semata-mata nak awak kawan dengan saya atau semata-mata nak awak belajar hormat saya. Terima saya seadanya saya, seorang manusia yang memang tak sempurna, yang penuh dengan kekhilafan. Saya dah tak pandai lagi nak berlakon saya kuat dan tabah. Mungkin dah sampai had saya bersabar, mungkin kawan-kawan yang lain selalu cakap saya ni penyabar, tapi sebenarnya buat masa ni saya memang dah tolerate lagi. Maafkan saya

tq so much for always be my umbrella when its raining,
tq so much for being my sunshine to light my day,
tq so much for being the star n moon to light my night,
tq so much for putting up with my nonsense all this while...

I know this entry is so emotional and long but I just dont care. Saya perlukan medium untuk meluahkan perasaan.

Berhenti Mencari Rindu

2010-05-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Jangan fikir bukan2x dgn my title today.

I tengah dengar lagu hasil nukilan Azreel Azhar, my talented friend!

search dekat Fb nama Azreel Azhar ok? ;)

I bangga dengan you Reel, malam ni dia nak record lagu 'Berhenti Mencari Rindu' tu..

Mamat ni busy sangat!

Dah x menyempat nak jumpa, dari hari tu dok cakap nak jumpa I, nak jumpa Hana..

mana youuuuu???

Kang jadi artis you lupa terus lah kat kitaorang

Fine Reel

(sorry today saya sangat emo dengan semua orang)

Ok ni lirik lagu Berhenti Mencari Rindu

Aku berhenti mencari rindu

Yang pernah kautitipkan

Pada kepekatan malam

Aku berhenti mencari rindu

Yang pernah kautitipkan

Pada teriknya matahari

Aku berhenti mencari rindu

Di pagi ketika embun

Bercumbu dengan kabut

Aku lelah

Mencoba mengungkap hasrat diri

Aku tak mampu

Mengakui bisik hati

Di hadapanmu

Jadi aku berhenti

Untuk semua perjuangan

Yang tak berarti ini

Maaf,Semoga kelak kau mengerti

by Azreel Azhar

Senang cerita pergi link ni

http://www.reverbnation.com/azreelazhar

Enam

2010-05-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

Di-tag oleh Lia, kena jawab dalam bahasa melayu
=)

6 Fakta tentang saya :
a) Kadang-kadang saya sangat emosional
b) Senang maafkan orang walaupun hati sakit
c) Tak suka air laici dan soya. Minum soya bila keadaan memaksa.
d) Suka membeli-belah seorang diri.
e) Susah nak tidur tapi senang terjaga.
f) tak boleh tidur kalau tak padam lampu.

6 perkara yang menakutkan saya :
a) ular. geli.
b) mati.
c) gaduh dengan kawan/Qush/keluarga
d) tak dapat membahagiakan orang yang saya sayang
e) DARAH
f) tempat tinggi, gayat.

6 lagu buat masa sekarang :
a) Diana Ross - Endless Love
b) Pussycats Doll - Stickwitu
c) Rossa - Takkan berpaling dariMU
d) Cheryl Cole - Fight for this Love
e) Kris Dayanti - Mencintaimu
f) Melly - Denting

6 perkara/benda yang saya selalu sebut :
a) Comelkan?
b) Baik bos
c) Ouh yeah
d) B
e) hurm (jangkit dgn Qush)
f) xde selera

6 perkara/benda yang bernilai :
a) handphone
b) maskara hahaha!
c) camera
d) Qushairi Azizan ;)
e) Keluarga
f) Kawan-kawan

Happy birthday Anis!

2010-05-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hope its not to late to wish you Happy Birthday Anis,

and I hope that you enjoy the photoshoot session with me,

its a small gift from Keyon, Shah and me..

suka x?

by the way, welcome to my another life yang duduk bawah matahari, jalan kesana sini.

hahaha! jangan serik ya nak mintak teman in future ^_^

Just nak cakap I love u smp bila-bila bestfriend, thank you for all the advices, the time, the effort dan macam-macamlah sepanjang 9 tahun ni.

thank you so much.

and i pray for your happiness dengan Shaqz.

=(

2010-04-26T19:17:00.001+08:00

had a very nice lamb chop for lunch yesterday with Diane & Burcu. End up my hand feel so itchy! argghhhhh!!

Menyesal :(

2010-04-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

a) Potong rambut pendek sebab dah macam berkurun lamanya nak tunggu dia panjang macam dulu. Penantian tu satu penyeksaan. Ok dah over exaggerate (-_-)' Pengajaran jangan bila stress je nak potong rambut. Rambut tu x berdosa.

b) Berhenti belajar main piano. Ok! Ini penyesalan hidup no 2. Argh, bila fikir balik memang sangat menyesal menyesal menyesal, over exaggerate again.. Stop belajar separuh jalan sebab Cikgu Denise yang best tu pergi hijrah Australia dengan husband dia. Then ganti dengan sorang cikgu yang sangat x best..! Benci! Mungkin sebab dah biasa dengan style Cikgu Denise dari kecik sampai umur 13tahun. Kalau tak stop maybe sekarang dah ada diploma in music. I've been playing music since i was 5 years old. Belajar keyboard then transfer ke piano. hurm. Tapi yang best, I still can read the music notes ;) Mungkin petanda sambung balik belajar??

c) Amik A-Level in Law. haha. Just don't ask me why, what I know is there's no way for me seeing myself wearing a court wear like all the attorney do. SO NOT ME.

d) Tak pandai berenang. ;p Zodiac sign cancer lambang ketam, unsur air tapi takut air. Apalah! Kalau tak dah lama boleh pergi snorkeling.

e) Tak pandai masak time muda remaja. (I mean dalam usia belasan tahun) Kalau tak dah boleh kahwin kot? Hahaha kidding.

f) Cepat percaya dekat orang. Menyesal sangat sebab kelemahan diri yang sangat x boleh elak :( Pengajaran rambut sama hitam tapi hati lain-lain.

g) Terima offer jadi model. Ok boleh terkejut sekarang. Sebab, baru tau sebenarnya banyak sangat orang yang berhati busuk. Depan bukan main lagi puji tinggi melangit, cakap cantik lah manis lah amboii tapi belakang kita masyaAllah. Semata nak dapat job sanggup tikam kawan, sanggup burukkan orang lain.

h) Jarang ikut kata hati. Selalu kata hati tu end up betul tapi memang suka nak menafikan.

Put that on mind!

2010-04-21T13:02:00.001+08:00

If you dont want to be looked at,

If you dont want to be noticed,

Then you're in the WRONG profession..

alamak!

2010-04-14T22:28:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Mummy ;)

I dont believe this, one more paper to go which i'll be sitting in less than 9 hours! Good Luck Diyana!

Kau bilang

2010-04-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

Kau bilang kau sayang

tapi kenapa seringkali kau lukakan hatinya?

Kau bilang kau sayang

tapi kenapa kau seringkali memperkecilkan dirinya?

Kau bilang kau sayang

tapi kenapa kau tidak percaya pada dirinya?

Kau bilang kau sayang

tapi kenapa dia tidak cukup sempurna pada mata mu?

Who said i cant be sarcastic?

2010-04-02T13:41:00.004+08:00

we have friends;

but we have no idea how long will the friendship lasts.

we believe in love;

then we come to realize the existence of lust.

we put in faith in ourselves;

just to realize that we are losers.

we pray for a peaceful destiny;

but trembles as apocalypse is about to make way

we work for money;

but the luxuries are not forward-able underground

we want beauty;

but cries to every wrinkle that appears daily

we crave for fame;

but only the negatives spread

we hope for a happy ending;

but we are all going to hell at the end of the day

Mock Interview

2010-04-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

After our presentation session was done, Ms Lai our beloved Head Programme and Sir James came to do a so-called mock interview with us.

Overall most of them got an easy question like

'' Why u choose marketing? ''

'' Do u think u can make a living if u had ur business ''

'' Pros and Cons of studying abroad ''

stuff like that

But as for myself, I've got this kind of question

'' will u get married while u're studying ''

and I was like what? Baru semalam I was mumbling at my blog about marriage and now amik kena tanya soalan macam ni -_-

creepy and Sir James was giving me this one kind of look

ermm

I was stunned at a moment then I think I gave him the most reasonable answer

'' Sure why not? If it's fated that im getting married while studying then nothing can stop me for doing so. Futhermore, I'm pretty sure that I can balance my life and my study ''

Haha, berani betul lah diyana ni menjawab macam tu

hello I have to be honest at some point.. But then, dia bagi lagi sebijik

Mmg dia ni x puas hati ke apa? hahaha ;p

'' Lets say u have to meet new people after ur working hours and it is strictly about business, wouldn't ur husband mind if u're still working up late? And my main concern is what happen is ur client happens to be flirting with u & wants to get to know u more?''

Okay, this is what I answer him back

'' Work is work. Family is family. Everybody needs to balance it, so do I. But sometimes we can't escape from work coz that is what we do for living. Im sure my husband is going to understand my situation and the most important thing is I need his blessing in every single thing I do.If my clients is trying to flirt around to be honest I'll smack his face but then that is so unprofessional so I'll tell straight to his face that I'm married, I love my husband. And if my client is trying to be rude towards me then I just have to stand up what is right for me even I might end up loosing the business..Money cant buy my dignity ''

pheww terharu dapat standing ovation from my friends sebab jawab mcm gini. Bila tanya asal korang bg standing ovation sbb jwb pun xde lah hebat mana pun, drg cakap sbb I berani cakap SMACK HIS FACE hahaha. apalah ;p

Marriage anyone?

2010-03-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

I’m 22 going 23 and my friends mostly are talking about marrige.

Me having my own family at 22?

Creepy idea!

But it does make me thinking…

Is it because they already found their Mr. Right

Is it they just feel that it’s the right time to get married so they just simply grab Mr. Right Now?

Well as for myself, I feel like I’m at that stage where I’m only starting to see things in a bigger picture.

That marriage is forever and it’s a lot of hard work.

But if it goes wrong, who is ought to be blame?

The Husband? or the wife?

And in other hand, can I in future be a good wife to my husband?

A good role model for my kids?

Ok then fine..

Im thinking too much

-_-'

Suffering from Eczema!

2010-03-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

I AM NOW SUFFERING FROM THIS THING! ;(

I've attach some info's from the website to clear things out on what actually eczema is. And do trust me that IT IS SO ITCHY!!!!!

What’s the difference between eczema and atopic dermatitis?

Eczema is a general term encompassing various inflamed skin conditions. One of the most common forms of eczema is atopic dermatitis (or "atopic eczema"). Approximately 10 percent to 20 percent of the world population is affected by this chronic, relapsing, and very itchy rash at some point during childhood. Fortunately, many children with eczema find that the disease clears and often disappears with age.
In general, atopic dermatitis will come and go, often based on external factors. Although its cause is unknown, the condition appears to be an abnormal response of the body’s immune system. In people with eczema, the inflammatory response to irritating substances is overactive, causing itching and scratching. Eczema is not contagious and, like many diseases, currently cannot be cured. However, for most patients the condition may be managed well with treatment and avoidance of triggers.

What does eczema look and feel like?

Although eczema may look different from person to person, it is most often characterized by dry, red, extremely itchy patches on the skin. Eczema is sometimes referred to as "the itch that rashes," since the itch, when scratched, results in the appearance of the rash.
Eczema can occur on just about any part of the body; however, in infants, eczema typically occurs on the forehead, cheeks, forearms, legs, scalp, and neck. In children and adults, eczema typically occurs on the face, neck, and the insides of the elbows, knees, and ankles. In some people, eczema may "bubble up" and ooze. In others, the condition may appear more scaly, dry, and red. Chronic scratching causes the skin to take on a leathery texture because the skin has thickened (lichenification).

Who gets eczema?

Eczema occurs in both children and adults, but usually appears during infancy. Although there is no known cause for the disease, it often affects people with a family history of allergies.
Those who are genetically predisposed and then exposed to environmental triggers may develop eczema. Many people who have eczema also suffer from allergic rhinitis (hay fever) and asthma, or have family members who do.

How can eczema be prevented?

Eczema outbreaks can usually be avoided with some simple precautions. The following suggestions may help to reduce the severity and frequency of flare-ups:

1.Moisturize frequently
2.Avoid sudden changes in temperature or humidity
3.Avoid sweating or overheating
4.Reduce stress
5.Avoid scratchy materials (e.g., wool or other irritants)
6.Avoid harsh soaps, detergents, and solvents
7.Avoid environmental factors that trigger allergies (e.g., pollens, molds, mites, and animal dander)
8.Be aware of any foods that may cause an outbreak and avoid those foods

How can eczema be treated?

One of the most important components of an eczema treatment routine is to prevent scratching. Because eczema is usually dry and itchy, the most common treatment is the application of lotions or creams to keep the skin as moist as possible. These treatments are generally most effective when applied directly after bathing (within three minutes is a common recommendation) so that the moisture from the bath is "locked in." Cold compresses applied directly to itchy skin can also help relieve itching. If the condition persists, worsens, or does not improve satisfactorily, another effective treatment is the application of nonprescription corticosteroid creams and ointments to reduce inflammation.

Alternatives to nonprescription corticosteroids include more potent prescription corticosteroid creams and ointments, which are effective, but which may have some side effects. To prevent side effects such as skin thinning, your doctor may limit the length of treatment time and locations where you can apply treatment. For severe flare-ups, your doctor may prescribe oral corticosteroids, but be aware that side effects including new flare-ups can develop when treatment is discontinued (this treatment is not recommended for long-term use).

Skin affected by eczema may frequently become infected. If this happens to you, your doctor may prescribe topical or oral antibiotics to kill the bacteria causing the infection.

For severe itching, sedative antihistamines are sometimes used to reduce the itch and are available in both prescription and over-the-counter varieties. Because drowsiness is a common side effect, antihistamines are often used in the evening to help a person restless from eczema get to sleep. Because of the same sedative effect, though, persons taking these agents should not drive. Tar treatments and phototherapy are also used and can have positive effects; however, tar can be messy. Phototherapy requires special equipment (lights). Finally, in cases where eczema is resistant to therapy, your physician may prescribe the drug cyclosporine A, which modifies immune response; however, this is used only in extreme cases because of its association with serious side effects.

Topical immunomodulators (TIMs) is a new class of drugs for the treatment of eczema. One drug in this class—tacrolimus—has been approved by the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) for treatment of moderately severe eczema. TIMs are topical drugs that modulate the immune response (alter the reactivity of cell-surface immunologic responsiveness). Studies have shown that this class of drugs will improve or completely clear eczema in more than 80 percent of treated patients, with a side-effect profile comparable with topical steroids

All u do is COMPLAIN

2010-02-09T16:42:00.003+08:00

Instead of posting a new entry what I did was changing my blog layout again for the 3rd time.. Nothing else to do.. ouh ya, I have this friend who always complains about everything! Gosh, u are so pathetic loser!

Everbody has their own prob, cant u just suck it up to own self? Do u really have to complain every single thing in ur life? Cant u just be grateful & thankful??

IM SO F-KING TIRED HEARING ALL YOUR COMPLAINS!

I NEVER MEET SOMEONE WHO COMPLAINS ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING EVERYDAY WITHOUT MISS!

get a life!

Lunch

2010-02-02T14:58:00.001+08:00

I went for lunch with Andy at Sakae Sushi Subang Parade,

it was my very first time eating there compare to Tokyo G (also known as sushi groove)

What I can said that the food was ok except for the services.. Overall I gave 7/10

nice place by the way

This is what Andy & I had for our lunch
will definitely come back here again.

Street Shoot

2010-01-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

Theme : Street Shoot

Venue : Central Market, LRT Masjid Jamek, KLCC & roads along the KL

Photographers : Sany Rahman, Nadzrul Jefri, Azura Manaf, Fairuz Rusli, Isha Rizal, Aswad, Faizal Reza dan Fareast

Model : Kak Ayu, Atheera, Dyana & Naz

pics taken from Nadzrul Jefri or known as Njay

more pictures will be tag at my facebook

Good Bye Nasy

2010-01-20T20:09:00.002+08:00

Feeling double

2010-01-03T19:10:00.001+08:00

Bilik dah tukar warna PURPLE!!!

DOUBLE DOUBLE YEAH

But double double B O O

Coz tomorrow new sem!

Happy Days

2010-01-03T00:58:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year people.

^_^

Last Day Of 2009

2010-01-01T15:07:00.001+08:00

Its the last day of 2009

what did I do on the last day of 2009?

haaa good question..

1. Beli cat untuk bilik Syafiq

2. went for lunch with My syg

3. pergi PPUM jemput Mummy

4. pergi Happy Days & reserve place for makan2 event

5. went to True Fitness

6. Went to Mydin!

fush. gila lah.

first time tu, last day of the year sesibuk ini

kalau thn lepas sangta gila melenggang kangkung bercuti dkt mines

hehehe..

nah ni few last poses for 2009

* sob sob*

oh ni la kerja kami seperti biasa dalam kereta, bergedik santai ;p

mummy tengah menunggu nak isi borang true fitness! yeah.
azam tahun baru
MENGURUSKAN BDN.
GO MUUUMMMMMYY!!

akhir kata (tak percaya sungguh guna intonasi mcm gini)

Bye-bye 2009

So lastly,

WELCOME 2010!

MAY U BRING LOTS OF HAPPINESS & GOOD OPPORTUNITIES IN MY LIFE

* hugs *

im in LOVE ;p

2009-12-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Somewhere between

all our laughs,

all our long talks,

all our stupid fights

and

all our jokes,

I FELL IN LOVE WITH U

-MOHAMMAD AL QUSHAIRI-

Semester Break

2009-12-23T10:04:00.002+08:00

BBQ

2009-11-23T14:03:00.001+08:00

A big applause to Ehsan & the geng. BBQ yang so far the best pnh I pergi. Plus, celebrate belated Bday Qush sekali.. I xtau nak bg apa so nah amik kek ni =')

Glad he likes the cake. hush.
bukan senang nak buat

BBQ preparation. Opps Izzah tu dia kipas diri dia sendiri LOL.

Menu kita ya pada malam td..ayam, sotong, udang and hotdog disediakan oleh Paly & the geng. Agar2 disediakan oleh Laila and Cake and potato wedges is from Me ;)

oh ya not to forget semua sekali la, tukang bawak ais, tukang bawak karpet dan lain lain

Hirzi dah x sabar nak makan. I guess he's hungry sangat. btw, Thanx Izi sbb habiskan potato wedges i yg x berapa sedap tu ;p

Lastly sebelum balik... tada!!

GROUP PHOTO

erk Ehsan and Fahmi missing

jd cameraman

Moral of the story TQ kawan2 =)

Anis Fathiah

2009-10-19T14:28:00.001+08:00

I came across this wonderful blog of Camelia a model friend of mine, I met her during a studio shoot with Erina Zamarul. How sweet of you to describe me in such a detail. Tq dearest. How cute under all the description about me, u asked me to wrote about people who gv impact on my life. So this is for u..Here we go..

ANIS FATHIAH

What else I can say about her. She's the opposite side of me. We knew each other way back in form 2. She sat next to me in class. 2 Cempaka SMK USJ 4. The craziest class on earth. huhu.

No words can decribe how much I love her. Sentiasa ada 24/7 tanpa batas. I mean seriously! I can call her and text her 3 4 pagi and dia akan angkat tanpa banyak songeh ok. Then kami sama-sama ahli PRS masa time sekolah dulu. wah missing the old days girl! Terlalu banyak rahsia yg kami kongsi dr zaman sekolah sampai sekarang.

One thing yang I kagum pasal Anis ni, dia jarang patah semangat and marah2 tak tentu pasal. Pendengar yang sangat setia. Kawan masa susah dan senang. Dah ramai orang yang saya jumpa tapi susah nak cari yang betul-betul setia kat sisi. Anis tak pernah menghukum I.

bila saya kata Anis I think I made a huge silly mistake. Dia selalu akan cakap, D chill tarik nafas banyak-banyak. Tak pun dia akan cakap '' Kau layan orang gila, kau pun jadi gila''.. ada kebenaran kat situ..

ee tolonglah, xde kata-kata lain boleh gambarkan bertapa I cinta sgt kat ppn ni ;)

Tak pernah langsung berkira dgn I.. Sangat ok. perangai pun lebih kurang jea, kalau JK je melalak lah kat RedBox tu..

Tgk Anis betapa sygnya lah aku kat kau..

terharu x? Actually banyak lagi benda aku nak melalut pasal kau lah gadis tapi nanti entri ni panjang berjela-jela pastu isi dia meleret merapu.

So ini jelah ya

oh GNS!

2009-09-14T20:23:00.001+08:00

I enjoyed Dr Lee class today. She shared some useful advice with us. Oh ya, Dr Lee is the Dean of SOLLA.. school of language =) She's funny, very energetic person plus sporting too. At first I was not that interested with the subject since the previous semester student told us that GNS is so damn bored! Seems like they managed to put the -ve thinking inside my head. haha.

Then after a few classes, I think GNS was not that bad except for the part which I had to team up with 3 foreigner from different places. KAZAHKSTAN-CHINA-KOREA to do a research on Malaysia Culture

Gosh, a few of them is having a difficulties in speaking english. Guess I should learn some korean language, Chinese language and Kazahkstan in order to communicate well with them, but I guess I'll manage to survive with these people. Who knows right? Miracle do happen =)

Today, I've been through a very hectic day =l I had class from 10-6.. Hurrmm my life as a student is so packed with lots of activities but I think I enjoyed being a student. hahaha. But I also enjoyed the modelling life =) aha! rindu!

During this fasting month, I had to turn down a few offer from few photographers. Sorry =) Fasting month ya..The photoshoot will took almost half of the day.. tiring! I just cant imagine how an actress or a full time model cope with this. How I admire their passion towards their work.. tabik lah.. ^_^

Ouh, I just cant wait for this Thursday.. Will be having a get-together-buke puasa with my school friends.. Nice! Hope to see them..

- Happy Ramadhan people-

Cooking is Masak, Masak is Cooking

2009-08-21T19:10:00.001+08:00

Dua hari lepas I dgn Dina plan nak main masak-masak. Bukan main lah as in main masak-masak mcm time budak-budak kecik tu yg habis petik semua daun buat sepah halaman rumah.. bukan tau.. ni masak yang betul ^_^

Kitaorang plan nak masak Pasta, Mash Potato dgn Wedges. sedapkan?? So I dgn Dina setuju nak masak semua tu hari ini (Jumaat) then invite the girls dtg makan. So seperti biasa, I pergi text Anis, Laila, Nasy and Lilinana suruh datang.

Then dah bincang dgn Anis, I mintaklah Anis incharge bahagian dessert, Lilinana bab air and Lye beli ais (tp dia beli dgn twisties sekali, kira mcm substitute product la) haha!

Ok, start masak around 11.30am, dh siap potong carrot dan segala bahan yg diperlukan..mulalah masak.. tp tiba2 gas hbs ouh.. gila kalut I dgn Dina dibuatnya.. siap boleh menjerit dekat dapur, memang x senonoh sungguh. haha..apa lagi, cpt2 pergi tukar gas dekat kedai belakang rumah (tetibe time tu rasa bersyukur sgt parents beli rumah dekat dgn kedai, senang u)

adoi, patutnya sebelum masak checklah dulu, ni main bedal jea masak. heh sabar sabar ^_^''

ok dalam gambar ni masa tu I tgk basuh pinggan yg buat mata ni sakit melihatnya, Lye pulak tolong kacau kuah pasta dan suka hati dia jea tukar reseipi kuah tu..tambah pepper la, tambah garam lah, itu lah inilah.. sampai I dgn Dina x faham eyhh siapa yang nak masak ni?? Dina tgk goreng wedges. Ouh Lilinana jd tukang tgkp gbr =)

Ok ni dessert dr Anis. rupanya je lain tapi sesungguhnya sangat sedap ok. Resipi nak buat ice cream ni sila lihat dalam notes facebook. Home made ice cream.

Haa tengok. Menjadi tau I dgn Dina masak. Walaupn mash potato Dina terlebih blend smp dh jadi mcm susu tapi xpe rasanya sungguh sedap smp kucing I pun suka. Time Nasy tgh mkn Ferbie boleh lompat atas meja celup tangan dia kat mash potato =_=' sabar jelah. Nasib baik meja dh clear cuma tinggal mash potato tu sket utk Nasy.

Overall semua orang puas hati kecuali Lye yg sibuk nak main twister. Ada ke dh kenyang makan pastu nak main twister, then kalau kalah satu hal.. kena belanja Starbucks.. korang yg baca ni x rase ke mcm demanding jea =) haha. ouh gambar yang lain sila lihat dekat page facebook Lye dgn Lilinana.

Haish, bila dah kumpul mcm ni tiba-tiba terasa sedih pulak. Betullah apa Lye ckp, kita ni akan hidup lama ke nak kumpul lagi macam ni? Kereta apa kita pakai in future? berapa ramai anak kita akan ada nnt? *SOB SOB* eyp dah dah jangan fikir bukan-bukan.

ok sebelum entri ni ditamatkan I nak ucap Selamat Menyambut Kedatangan Ramadhan ya semua orang. jangan ponteng puasa & yg paling penting marilah banyakkan amal ibadah.

- Sekian -

its OVER

2009-08-14T17:34:00.001+08:00

finally my finals is over. leganya. now its the perfect time to balas dendam! sleep sleep! yeah. haha. tp kalau tido je sungguh x produktif pulak kan?? xpelah, akan mencari aktiviti yg sesuai utk dilakukan waktu cuti.

as soon as the paper was over, i've decided to tag along with my collegemates, we went out for a lunch & watch GI JOE.. it was a good action movie. Channing tatum is so hot. ahax! too bad he's married. wee~

at first i was thinking to have our so call BRUNCH (dont tell me u dont know what brunch is) at Carls Jr, but Sam insist we go for chicken rice. apa-apa lah, janji perutku yg berbunyi lagu rock itu diisi dgn makanan.

then we went to buy movie tickets and agreed to watch GI JOE. two thumbs up for that movie..full of actions from the start until the end.. mmg sgt tidak merugikan duit =)

haha. for the first time ever i've help Mike choose his clothes since he did some shopping just now. OMG! i already fall in love with this one heels at Charles & Keith and im so going to buy it for raya.. but actually x payah tunggu for raya pun boleh =p

hahaha.. did some window shopping and sgt teruja ouh! i only spent my money for foods & movie. haha. gila sudah pandai berjimat tsk tsk ^_^'

overall, it was fun hanging out with the rest of them. final is over and puasa is just around the corner. tonight im going to rearrange my table again =)

mwahx!

durian runtuh

2009-08-06T23:35:00.001+08:00

arini saya kaya sekejap. bukan sekejap lah, maybe utk beberapa hari. ptg td dpt sms berbunyi begini

'' 017352... has been succesfully top up with RM 105 on 06-08-09 at 7:04pm.''

siapa pulak salah masukkan credit ni??? terkejut jugak. durian runtuh x kena dgn tempat. xnak guna sorang-sorang, jadi saya buat lah share a top up bersama rakan-rakan tercinta =)

tsk, kawan-kawan sila lah guna credit yg teah dishare itu dgn sebaik mungkin ya kerana ianya tidak akan terjadi lagi pada masa hadapan =) wee~

ouh ya, terima kasih buat sesiapa yg selalu mendoakan kesihatan saya. saya sudah semakin sembuh skrg, walaupun terpaksa menanggung kesakitan akibat buat ujian darah dua kali dan meninggalkan kesan lebam2 yg sungguh x comel. haha. (faktor comel harus diambil kira ya)

ok, mggu depan dh mula final. so INTI students, slmt berjuang. yeah!

Double two

2009-07-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

erk nasy? kotor gila LOL heh sorry la korang I x pndai ptg kek. comot kan =)

hush! nasy x sabar-sabar nak culik strawberry tu. ok lagi satu kalau nak potong kek, mulut kena muncung ok. baru ada style (dyana dh senget sikit)

sumpah mcam budak-budak T_T

dina, lama x jumpa u. thanx for coming all the way from Nilai.

muahx

Thanx friends for celebrating my bday last night.

SMS from Dina

2009-06-17T14:28:00.002+08:00

''Dee nice thoughtful guys dont go for appearance, they look into ur inner beauty, if u wanna be the walking trophy for a guy might as well play the hottie, but u wont get into a real relationship.. u're one of the girls which has beauty with brain. but no luck with guys, drg xtau nak value a girl with the name DIYANA''

errrrmmm

2009-05-02T23:51:00.001+08:00

Kenapa org boleh berubah?knp perasaaan org leh berubah dlm waktu singkat?

[HARI NI]

cakap suka, ckp miss u lah... ckp need u lah... asyik rindu lah...

[ESOK]

ckp.. busy... x de kREdit nak call.. kejar masa... ada hal penting lah...

[HARI NI]

bila kita msg "hi, wat pe?", dia balas panjang2, "x de wat apa2, miss u.. asyik ingat kat u.. bila nak jumpa lagi... dah makan... saya rindu sampai x lalu makan... awak dah makan....."

[ESOK]

bila kita msg "hi wat pe?", dia balas pendek2, "xde apa2", "x", "ye" dan "k lah, busy jap..."

[HARI NI]

kejap2 si dia msg... "selamat pagi", "selamat tgh hari", "sihat ke", "dah makan"

[ESOK]

8, 9 msg kita hantar, belum tentu dia balas

p/s funny ;p ni yang kawan I Huda dok bebel pasal perangai lelaki

How to survive singlehood?

2009-04-27T23:31:00.002+08:00

A dear friend of mine asked me how can a girl like me can survive without having a man by my side.

Its totally a lie if i say that i dont need a man in my life but sometimes I think its good to be alone. I dont want to get hurt again ever and feeling annoyed after the not-so-cool breakup. Starting over is the most challenging experience of a lifetime.

I put a shield between people out there and myself, I've been unfair to myself. I punished myself for the mistakes that I had never done.I felt helpless..

I shut down myself 100%, didnt even gave anyone a chance to come near me. I hold back from fully opening my heart again.

Hey i need time to heal myself. The pain never went away but I just keep my head held high & Im so proud of myself for being able to go through that healing process properly. We are never taught how to heal a broken heart at school.. it requires new insight & understanding, this is what ppl are not aware off.

After the loss of love, some ppl do thrive again like I do & it didnt work out. Guess I was never ready enough to let go of the memories. Being single at that time was definately a crisis. Hahaha!! I realized that time alone does not heal all wounds.

I've included few steps for girls out there if u happen to be in a healing process :

Those out there if u girls are dealing with breakup at the moment, plz go and find your bestfriend. They were the one whom u can trust & they were the one who will cheer up ur life back. Seriously, when i was down yrs ago, I lost weight few KG's, lost my appetite and I was unable to think and act properly but thank God I had few friends by my side. They are my life saver.

Grieving the loss. When ur heart is broken, it must be put back the way it was before. Remembering your past is always painful but reexperiencing tht love helps u to heal. HEY IT WORKS!!

Take your time to heal ur hearts ppl. I took almost 2 yrs and a half to heal my heart, yes it was not an easy process. Different people have different method in dealing with this issue.

There's no shorcut in dealing with this issue. Just go with the flow, time will fly very fast and eventually the pain will go away! Being single is not that bad after all. Our life is different compare to before, we transformed & had no idea what to do.

If u were thinking to gv that guy another chance its all up to u. I done that in hoping that things will get normal again & I was wrong.. Everybody deserve a second chance but put in ur mind that not everybody can change & not everybody is perfect.

Maybe both of us are not meant to be lovers. Just try to move on. Forgive but never forget what happened in the past coz thats what makes u stronger. BOth of my ex's are still a friend of mine. Eventho we're not in that special relationship anymore, we're still friends.. both of them are still the person whom I share my tears and laughter with until today. No point holding a grudge against each other.

So to my beloved friends, Im ok being single independent women. Just plz stop worrying about me. I'll open up my heart again when I meet the right person & currently Im happy now.. Maybe it took a while for guys to notice my existance. hehehe.. like whatever! Thanx for being so concern people. I really appreciate it.Note to Monica & Haikal, stop matchmaking me with some other ppl.

P/S : I'm not a good advisor but what I wrote here is what i felt all this year & how
I deal with it. Who knows it might be helpful to u ppl.

The Bestfriend

2009-04-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

Nurulhuda Zulkifli

- The Bestfriend & The Fashion Designer -

Few of Her Design

Nice Right her dress??

No words can describe how much this girl meant to me. We are the Cancer Babe's! 17 years of friendship..Each & every day we grew up to be a better person. Thanx for all the advice & supports u had given. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!

u make me a better person inside & outside, u never had ur back turn against me & told me that i was never good enough..u never looked down on me eventhough sometimes i always tend to make silly stupid mistakes. selalu x dengar cakap kn?

thanx for lending me ur shoulder whenever i feel like crying. yes, kadang2 cam pelik sbb we cried for the unneccesary things but we always had our back for each other..

so many things we had done together.we grew up together & see how the ugly duckling turn into a beautiful swan , when i looked at u, gosh how i miss that snobish girl whom i knew since kindergarten..She grew up so beautiful and she's so lucky.

17 yrs is a long time huda.. no one can replace that, no one can ever2x replace u even duit yg berjuta-juta. We're so used to each other..sampai kan kadang2 bile ade something jea, aku mesti macam ok nak cari huda, ok kena bgtau huda dulu & stuff like tht..

Yes this past 3 years sgt menyakitkan .. we had our own life & our path masa tu came across.. But i tried to be the DIYANA which u knew before (yg garang + gile + mlt bising) tapi people needs some changes.. like u said before it's high time for a change. jgn bagi muka kat org yg pernah mengata kau, jgn bg muka dkt org yg pernah pandang kau sebelah mata

P/S TO THE GUYS YG PERNAH BROKE OUR HEART, THANK U VERY MUCH. U PEOPLE MADE US MUCH MORE STRONGER!!

iF I can ever turn back time, thOSe 3 years yg aku nak ubah, but u always remind me that our past which made us stonger day by day, our past made us what we are today.. yeah it's true huda.. we had our ups & downs.. because what happened in the past had made u who u are today & im so proud of u!

ok apa2 pon im still blaming the NOT-SO-COOL BREAKUP (memetikan kata laila), after tht incident i knew u changed a lot, u're not the girl that i knew.. i know that past still haunts u wherever u go.. but if anything happen huda, just stand strong. apa yg berlaku dlm hidup kau sebelum ni kau jdkan pengajaran.

deep down i know that u r a very strong person & i always wish that u will always keep that spirit. Im so proud of u syg! Just ignore lalat2 kat luar tu. bkn drg yg bg kau mkn nasi. Anything happen put ur education first ok? I want to see u in future the most outstanding fashion designer

even nanti we'll be miles apart, deep down i want u to know that i will always there for u.. maybe dh x kerap call + sms.. but hey facebook ade, webcam ada =) i want u to prove to all the 'lalats' ..

Make sure kalau jumpa cast Gossip Girl again tlg la amikkan autograph utk aku. hehe. aku harap satu hari nnt u'll be like Jimmy Choo, popular fashion designer

P/s : I want u to design my wedding dress!! tempah awal2 nie